As I lay dying here
Surrounded by piles or razor sharp snow shards
Stomach pierced by thousands of petrified grass straws
Has the blood frozen or dried
Body covered with a filthy, gray layer of ice
That black and blue flesh rotting here
- slowly, however, inevitably -
Spring is approaching and
My hair catch a gentle breeze
May the starving ravens devour my still feeling corpse
But nothing is happening
Seasons have changed
The ice is gone and
Ravens are not coming
My aching, infected leftovers are mud-stained now but
Nothing has changed
The agonizing solution I was looking forward to
Did not come
How much longer is my twisted consciousne
I hate you.
I hate your high waist shorts
and white-soled sneakers
I hate your oversized sunglasses
gradiently dyed hair
I hate your small, cute nose
and boring face
I hate your saddest moments
as well as the happiest ones
I hate your problems
as much as I hate your wins
I hate it when you're acting
and I hate it when you're natural
I hate the odour of your sweat
and I hate your refined girly perfume
I hate your friends
and enemies
I hate your photos
I hate your posts
If you don't brag you're a modest bitch
but if you do
you're an attention whore
I'd like to murder you
I'd LOVE to
You're worthless in my eyes
You're nothing but an inc
As I lay dying here
Surrounded by piles or razor sharp snow shards
Stomach pierced by thousands of petrified grass straws
Has the blood frozen or dried
Body covered with a filthy, gray layer of ice
That black and blue flesh rotting here
- slowly, however, inevitably -
Spring is approaching and
My hair catch a gentle breeze
May the starving ravens devour my still feeling corpse
But nothing is happening
Seasons have changed
The ice is gone and
Ravens are not coming
My aching, infected leftovers are mud-stained now but
Nothing has changed
The agonizing solution I was looking forward to
Did not come
How much longer is my twisted consciousne
:new: REMOVED THE < small >. SO YOUR PRETTY EYES WON'T MISS SOMETHING. AND BOLDED~! 8D
(**ADDED SIMPLE AND ADVANCED Q&A** THANK YOU, JAPAN. THANK YOU. ~lolyesjapan (https://www.deviantart.com/lolyesjapan) )
( GUYS, I KNOW IT'S TL'DR. BUT IS IT HARD TO USE CLTR + F? D: )
SIMPLE
Q: What is Shimeji?
A: Shimeji is a program for windows 2000 and vista, that is basically like your average desktop sitter, or that old purple monkey from the older version's if windows, minus the whole "Rogue adware" thing. They come in all sorts of skin's, its most commonly japanese skins, but recently boards like 4chan have found it, and began crafting skins for it. It's same as BONZIBuddy or shee
Eh? ._." I started drawing when I was 15 (2010.) despite my friend who shared cruel critics about my drawings. So I told her "one day I will make a drawing that you'll have nothing bad to say about". Yes, I'm still on my way there...
I sometimes talk to you. I can go on for hours and hours. I talk to you in restless nights as well as in my daily paths. I can babble endlessly about cupcakes, dresses, tea parties...and so on and on. I sometimes teach you. I tell you about you and me myself... And you understand. I ask questions; not much, but from time to time I do. I rarely joke, but when I do, I laugh out loud and if I feel like it, I cry too. On a crowded bus you are the most entertaining company to me and I can tell you everything as if you were my best friend, the most trustworthy person ever.
Can you guess what is the best thing about you? You always patiently listen